It’s around that time of year again when I do a life update! I think the last one was back in April, and I can tell you a lot has changed since then… but in a good way!
I feel like I have grown so much this year, I feel like I’m growing into more of the person I am going to be as a fully fledged adult, if that makes sense. I feel so grounded within myself these days that I feel a bit more confident to aim for some of the goals I used to have. Anyway before I give out too many spoilers…. keep on reading to find out more!
Focusing on myself
We all need to take some time for ourselves sometimes. Right now, I feel like that is something I need to do. How I’m going to do it, I’m not entirely sure yet, but I think it could do me a lot of good!
I know I definitely need to change the way I use social media. I want to draw back from it quite a lot, figure out exactly what I’m using it for. I want to use it in a more positive way, but I also want to be able to share some fond memories too.
I almost feel like I want to be completely alone, but I of course don’t ‘really’ want that. I just need to focus on myself, as plain and simple as that is. I’m trying to spend a lot less time on my phone as well, it’s proving hard to do, but I know I need to stay away from it.
I think that my perception of the world would become a lot more positive if I work on myself and the mindset I’m currently in. However, in recent times I have come to the realisation of just how much my festival actually saves me mentally. I think that’s all I’m going to be able to say on this bit…
Rats
Can you believe they are around 18 months old now! They’re growing up fast… they are still the cheekiest little angels ever though.
Unfortunately I found a little lump on my girl Dotty during the week of Nozfest. I took her to the vet because it’s very important to act sooner rather than later with rats, and things can happen rapidly/over night. As the vet put it, it’s more likely to be something sinister – but luckily it hasn’t grown, it’s half a centimetre and it’s attached to the skin (so it’ll be easier to remove if needs be) and it has in no way affected her quality of life… so for the time being she is totally fine! Just got to keep my closest eye on her and of course give her all the love she can possibly get. We don’t get long enough with rats, so make the most of it.
I’m such a proud little rat mum too, and I am so very passionate about the care for those animals. I want them to live their best rat lives whilst they are under my care, and I do everything I can to research and be the best I can be for them. I do actually get a bit upset when I see people just not really follow any form of basic rat care, and just ‘assume’ rats are like hamsters and rabbits and just go with anything they can find in pet stores. I try so hard to not care, but I love rats so much it does hurt my heart. However, I do need to learn that you can only lead a horse to water, but you can’t make it drink from the river. I mean in some cases you can’t even do either haha,
Nozfest
As weird as it sounds, this was the first Nozfest I actually got to attend! I can safely say Nozfest is a banging festival! Haha, I never knew what it was like before because I’ve always been busy running around, speaking to bands, upstairs, downstairs, filming, checking up on things, I’ve never been able to fully immerse myself. However, my amazing team has absolutely perfected the system that we have now and I got to actually see what Nozfest is like for everyone else. Bloody brilliant really, what a lovely festival… and I mean that genuinely, not in a big headed way, I mean it as if it wasn’t my own (like I said, I’ve never really attended).
Anyway, Nozfest 2023 went so much better than expected! I don’t know what I was expecting, but I definitely didn’t see it going without a hitch. It was just the most perfect day, and I think all the photos really capture that. All the bands were on top of their game, each one giving such a fantastic performance. Everyone was just so lovely, it was an actual pleasure to work with all those amazing artists. My family even came down to see the event, which has literally never happened. Not too sure what they made of it, but to be honest I’m happy my Mum finally came along after all these years. Dad is always there of course and he seemed to have a pretty good time. Oh and I can’t forget my friends! ALL my friends were there, gosh I was living my best life. I actually got to enjoy the day with my friends. Usually they don’t get to see me.
Let’s just say it was such a great day that it made me really want to pull out all the stops for 2024 ❤
New Friends
I have friends! I mean I’ve always had friends, but I mean I’ve made some new ones and even regained a few old ones. They are all so friggin awesome, I appreciate them so much. I just love the fact that despite what we do outside of our day to day lives, we are so down to earth and just normal people. I massively appreciate how supportive they all are, but also how down to earth they are too. None of them pretend to be something they are not or big up my ego (not that I have one at all) or try and make me feel small or bad by making digs. They are just happy for me and are happy to see me do okay. I feel the same towards them too! I love seeing them all be happy and accomplish all the things they want, whether that’s a new career or starting a family… I’m just happy for them, and I wouldn’t dream of being unkind to them. I feel very lucky to have the friends that I do right now, I feel I’ve finally got the perfect mix. I have new friends who I’ve always wanted to be friends with, and it turns out they are the loveliest kindest people, I’ve reconnected friendships and it’s like no time has passed at all, but we’ve realised how much we’ve missed each other. And I also still have friends who have known me way before ‘Nozfest’ and all the other things, and they still see me as the person they’ve always known. ❤
New things
In my last life update I would’ve most likely indicated that I would’ve been starting a new job. Well, I have been there 3 months now and I won’t lie, it is the best job I have ever had! I am so happy there. I still feel like the new girl, and I’m a bit shy but I’m really enjoying being part of that team. I actually don’t mind going to work, I’m not grumpy, I’m not tired, I’m not irritable, it’s so lovely to go to work and do the job and come back home. I’ve always wanted to work at this place as well, and I’m so glad the stars aligned for me to get this position. I’m really looking forward to seeing what the future holds and just making new work friends and getting better at my job.
There are going to be some changes to what I am currently doing musically, I’m not going to say anything yet just in case I change my mind haha! I have lost quite a lot of confidence over the years, but I want to push myself to where I should be, and as nervous as I am… I’m also quite excited to see what happens when I push through.
I’ve also shortened my booking agency roster by quite a lot. I only have 3 bands on there now. I’ve given it a good go, and I’ve come to the decision that it isn’t really something I enjoy or feel like I am good at. I feel like I am much better at putting on my own shows and working with bands that way than I am trying to get gigs for bands if that makes sense.
The Rolling Stones
No, I haven’t seen them live! However, I have visited Carnaby Street a few times since my last life update. If I spoke about it in the previous one then I apologise but… unless you’ve been to the Carnaby Street store, then you don’t get how exciting it is; especially for a long time die hard fan like myself! I would live there if I could.
Anyway, I have treated myself to a few things that I have always wanted. The best feeling is actually purchasing them with your own money as well. They’d be absolutely incredible gifts, but I think the fact I bought them myself with my own money just adds to the ownership and the feeling of possessing such things.
The first thing I got myself on my first ever visit, was a genuine sheep leather jacket, which is limited edition and has some very fancy lining as well as a very vibrant Stones lick on the back. I have wanted a proper leather jacket since forever, and when I saw that the Stones had brought out their own line I was desperate to make one of those mine! Finally, I was able to see for myself and I just knew I had to get my hands on one, so I did. I love it so much, I cannot wait to wear it more often and it’s also going to be great for both hot and colder weather so it’s definitely going to get some good use out of it. Luke from Beth Blade even wore it onstage for a bit, which is awesome!
Secondly, I bought myself a limited edition of Ronnie Wood’s iconic painting “Wild Horses II” print. Wasn’t expecting to do that on my second visit, but I also never expected to actually be able to own one myself. I cannot explain how much I love that artwork, ever since I saw it in its full glory it took my breath away. I’m not one for artwork admittedly, of course I’m always going to want something from Ronnie Wood’s collection, however this piece is something incredibly special. The horses are absolutely beautiful, they are elegant and stunning, the band look iconic and I LOVE the fact the audience is blocked out in glitter and you can see different parts of the stage and horses through their phones. LOVE IT! I’m so happy that it was something I bought with my own money, and I am never going to let anyone make me feel bad for getting things for myself that I love. Why not? Why should I feel bad or be made to feel bad?
Changes…
I feel l’m going through a lot of growth as a person. It’s a little bit daunting, but also I’m pretty ready for it and I want to accept it with open arms and see what sort of person I’m about to grow into.
I have a new admiration for ‘normality’. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being normal or wanting normal in life. Sometimes we have such busy, hectic, ‘different’ lives and sometimes it’s just nice to be able to do what everyone else really does, which is sit down, watch TV, eat some food they enjoy and chill out. I love being with my friends and going to coffee shops and talking about ‘normal’ things like the weather, boys, working, random gossip etc, I don’t want to sit there and chat about my festival and my work with bands, I like to have that private. I enjoy that sort of normality so much, I’ve done the whole going out drinking thing, pretend to be ‘well known’ and have an attitude… I don’t want that anymore. I want to feel happy and relaxed and at ease.
I want to be surrounded by grounded people, and make some really pleasurable memories. That’s why I love my friends so much, because they genuinely love me for who I am on the inside.
As well as normality, I also want to succeed in my field and at least be sort of recognised for that. Not as a celebrity or anything, just like a nod of “she does a good job”, that would mean a lot to me. Yeah, I’d like to do well as a promoter ❤
Motley Crue
Ah yes I got to see the mighty Motley Crue and Def Leppard at Wembley Stadium. By gosh is that a venue and a half… utterly inspiring place, breathtaking, especially for someone who does what I ‘do’. Imagine a festival at Wembley! Well… LiveAid!
Anyway, I thoroughly enjoyed both bands. I didn’t think Vince Neil was anywhere near as bad as some people were saying, okay maybe he can’t do what he used to do, but at least he’s still up there giving it a go. Got to respect that. I would’ve liked to have seen the band with Mick Mars, I felt like they had a bit of an empty sound for such an iconic band, but that could’ve been down to the venue rather than the band. Def Leppard wow! What a band! I’m not a massive Leppard fan, but they are an absolutely cracking live band and I’m so glad I got to see them. Would recommend them to anyone for sure. I’d love to experience some more gigs at Wembley for sure, I was a bit worried because I don’t really like ‘big’ venues… I like to have my own space at gigs if I’m honest haha.
With all that said, I think that is the end of this life update! I hope it has been somewhat entertaining, I know it’s also been a bit random in places but getting things off your chest can sometimes be a good help. Saying things out loud also means you have to do them… right? 😉
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